As far as I’m concerned, the most powerful dramas emerge from those murky smells, feelings and closet-corners of childhood. These are the dramas we tend to re-enact through our lives.
We all have such repressed dramas from the personal pre-history of our childhoods.
Why do we want to uncover these monsters from the deep?
Why? It’s because these monsters bring treasure with them. The sort of treasure that can re-awaken passion in our lives, sexual passion is very dear. We are talking about the truths expressed in fairy tales
Also, there is this fact – the repressed emotions, fears and power-lusts that are suppressed with the suppression of a fetish – these repressed feelings are the wellsprings of all parts of our lives. This is uncontested.
Why don’t we unlock these doors hidden deep in our psyches? It is often because our ego-states in childhood cannot bear to unveil the shame and guilts repressed. We continue
these repressions into adulthood… we maintain the same fears.
But when we are adults, we are strong enough to open these dark doors, if we have the assistance of a sexual partner.
These fetishes and neurotic repetitions are deeply embarrassing – so they are the very last things we want to face.
These repressed experiences are highly-charged. And once a door is opened, all kinds of energy is released into our lives, not just sexual energy.
You don’t study this stuff unless you have no choice. Obviously I had no choice. I appear to be subject to 3 or 4
fetishes at least. Usually these fetishes are inter-related, but not always…
Remember, neurotic cycles of repetition can become repressed psychotic cycles of repetition… and it is out of such unconscious repetitive madnesses of suppression that serial killers are born.
So it is necessary for us to understand such things, to put our arms into the writhing snake-barrel of emotions and emerge with the gold… It is exceedingly good for us to do this personally.
And at-large socially, it is necessary for us to understand these things and have healers who can deal with those doomed to undergo repeatedly murderous agendas.
People undergo “lives of quiet desperation” primarily because they do not undercover these wellsprings.
*** Often it is the masochist who is in control of
psycho-sexual dramas. This is important for when
(C) 2017 by W.G. Milne